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Sestina, for Caroline


A Full Year.

 

Only one way to celebrate, of course,

my love, our first four seasons of friendship -

all our events and anniversaries:

Christmas, Valentine’s Day, the first time

we made love, the passing of a much loved

old cat – this one a Sestina for you.

 

That April evening, when sat next to you,

I first touched you – or you me – set a course

to where we are both lovers and are loved

with an affection that grew from friendship

nursed by determination, fed by time,

towards the light of anniversaries.

 

And (without which no anniversaries
for us, I think) desire: my own for you
quickly declared and yours in slower time;
we found – find – such delight in intercourse
it seemed only natural that friendship
led to intimacy. But to be loved……

 

It isn’t any small thing to be loved:

I wasn’t seeking anniversaries

(not consciously, that is) but knew friendship

though satisfying, not enough. Then you

prescribed for me this regimen, this course

your specialty, researched a long time,

 

which you’d perfect, if only there were time

unlimited. Imperfect, and much loved:

while Earth runs her next less than certain course

around the sun, let anniversaries

be high in our priorities; let you

and I determine to nurture friendship.

 

To find the best way to nurture friendship

we only need luck and a little time

in which we can research faithfulness. You

have been, may be still, variously loved:

we both have many anniversaries

feeding this river’s yet uncharted course

 

sweeping us on this course of friendship

through anniversaries that star our time

with loved moments, and all of them are you.